How long

Sometimes
I want
so
incredibly
bad
for God to come back
right now.
I want to see Him,
to feel Him
wrap His amazing
unconditional love
around me.

And, yet,
at the same time,
I want Him to never come.
I never want to know
I will never again
be able to reach someone.
Because when He comes
it's game over
for everyone else,
and it breaks my heart.
Because
I want
to save
the world.

So
here I am
caught in beween two worlds.
And I guess I'll just have to
TRUST
that He knows the best time.
And
until then
I'll keep reaching
as best I can
and get as many
to come with me.